short pants romance

First of all, I am absolutely stunned that Obama actually won. I can't believe it. More on that later.

Secondly, I am even more stunned that today is the last day of my 20's. Tomorrow, I turn.....*gulp* thirty years old. I have been on this earth for thirty years. In another seven years or so, I'll be middle aged.

Please stop reading now if you're bored by my constant depressive entries. No, seriously, stop reading, because you're not going to like it.

I deleted this part, because it was really too dark to share and I feel like maybe part of my problem is that I need to be more constructive and not dwell so much on these parts of my personality.