Day 4: 127 pounds

Why is it that it's 10:54pm on a Saturday night and I'm already contemplating bed? I'm also already thinking about Monday morning, when I'm slated to have a showdown with one of my coworkers over a situation that happened earlier this week. I absolutely hate confrontation, the mere thought of it turns my stomach. Any confidence that I have in my position is immediately drained as soon as I have to deal with a situation in person. It's why after all these years I've finally learned that the best way to handle my sister is to just say nothing, because I'll never win anyway. I am completely unable to think on my feet, and am very easily bullied into submission during an argument. Let's face it, I'm a lover, not a fighter. Wish me luck.

I think tomorrow needs to involve some sort of nice long walk, now that my cabin fever has finally broken.